hope

Hope tat time can go faster... and the pain can go off and let mi start a brand new day.....
Keep telling myself tat I'm not a bad-looking person ... Cos i have been hurt by this word a lot ....
Hahaxx .... Hope tat someone will walk into my small small heart ..

Keep telling myself tat not to be so emo.. =D

i will not think of u anymore

This is the last blog tat i will write about u ....

Last Friday i went to meet u at tampines ... I thought of watching a last movie wif u ... but u have given me a feeling that u dun wanna to watch movie...
So in the end we went to meet ur friend at toyRus..... then one of ur frenz de frenz ask her whether tat mi is ur boyfriend... then ur frenz nvr ask u on the spot tat wat her frenz haf ask.. (a bit complicated here)

then we settle our dinner at cental cafe .... as the foodcourt is full of pple ,,, no sit le .. then u eat beef horfun, and ur friend eat the durian fried rice, i eat the shrimp and salted egg fried rice ... after tat we continue to shop as i want to buy some white t-shirt and we keep on walking ...

But in the end I nvr buy anything ... then we went over to ur frenz house, cos ur friend dun wanna to wear her office wear to KTV ...... we walk to your frenz house which is at Tampines area .... when we all otw to ur frenz's house ... ur frenz tell u the thing tat her frenz ask her just now... and I overheard wat u said ... ( is my taste so bad ?? ) .... dun u know tat ur ans hurt me a lot :(

After wat u said,, my mood totally change,, no mood to do thing .. after we have reach ur frenz's house ..... she went to change her outfit and we sat on chair in her room .... the room was so quiet .. we nvr talk much...

We meet yan at the ktv straighaway .... Yan keep calling me cos she reach there first .... but we are still at her frenz'a house ... so in the end we took a cab down .... We sing from 9pm to closing (3am)... but half way around 1 plus i already knock off as i have no more mood to sing liao ....
I laydown and rest for a while .... and I know this should be the last time tat I will call u out le... :(

about myself .....

I'm a quiet person... i seldom open my mouth to talk ...
My favourite sports is karate, swimming ,,,
I'm a lonely person .... i have no one to talk to .... I hope tat my dream will come true.... but u all should know my dream will definately won't come true ...

Cos I know tat I'm not tat handsome or wat .. .. but then I have a kind heart .. hope tat one day my dream gal will appear ...hmmm... =D

my story of her

U all should know that i have admire someone(her) for damn long le ...... she haf given me the feeling tat she is a very caring person ... tat is one of the reason y i admire her for 3 year .....

She was same school wif me ..... hehexxx... i also dunno how i began to like her de....lolxx.. I only know everytime when i saw her,, My heartbeat jump veri fast and my face will turn red.. omg.. aaahhh .. And i Promise tat I will not anyhow lost my temper infront of u... =D