today i got sick

haha ...me again... i fell very breathless yesterday ,,,,, took going to die soon ..... haha today morning come back for work want to go and see doc but very tired .... go for a nap around 5 plus want to go and see doc .... but go and meet just tell all ... until 7 plus come backto bedok to see doc .... so many medicane ... haha 7 of it

thought tat I can be ok

Today I went for the cell group meeting at CCK

First i take mrt which is the green line to jurong east and then I change to the red line... It remind me about u again... Cos that time I spend a lot time to take mrt for meeting u.... like when u at jurong point I will need to take mrt to Boon Lay to find u....

I still remember the first time we go and watch movie together at west mall cinema which is at Bukit Batok... After movie I got to rush for my last train to go home ... that's y I never send u home ... Actually that time I already wanted to tell u that i like u ... but then haizz... it's too late le ...

It really bring back me a lot of memories when I pass by that area .... like just now when I was in the train towards Jurong East ... I still remember tat I took the last train from Jurong East to Bedok, the train duration was like so fast, u know y ?? becos during the journey we are keeping smsing each other , tat's y the time goes so fast ...

But today when I board the train from Jurong East on the way back to Bedok,, I realise that the timing was passing damn slow...

Without u I realli dunno wat to do ... but then now u already have a stead le,, I also can't do anything ,, am I rite??

Just want to said out How i feeling now...

just dun want to see u so sad about r/s

Hope that u will be ok .... dun becos of r/s u become so sad.... I will wish u to be happy every day ... dun want to see u so sad .... pls take care of urself kk ...

If u have any problem, u can jux drop me a call ... remember ok.... I will answer ur call anything ...

Hope to hear from u ...

feel like tell u all something

29/8/09 12:34am
I just want to tell my frenz who came and see my blog… r/s is a very precious thing in the world…. I just dun want to see u all fight or get angry with each other ….
And I would like to tell u that wat u will find in r/s….. u will learn how to give in and take for each other & learn how to be strong...
I just want to said that having a r/s is not as easy as u think … starting from how u two know each other, later have click with each other , and later be together …. I know quarreling is a stage of r/s but pls remember tat u have pass a lot of stage in r/s … and then u want to give up ?

ur ans is no rite … pls try to give in and take to each other .. then ur r/s will be able to last long…..
Although I know not everytime must give in and take ….. but must also see wat's the situation ….
I going to sleep le...

End at 12:49am

just feel like blogging of wat i thinking about

dunno y I feel so sad, maybe I like her too much le … I just feel that I should put down everything and work all the way... u will never know when I will leave this world…

cos maybe one day when I'm at work and found a bomb that is active and that it… maybe one day u will see me in the front page of the newspaper…. Haha…and the last page of it …. Haha ….i just want my life to be as wonderful as possible ………

i still cannot forget u

Y Y?? Y I still can't give up on u ??

Cos everytime when I talk to u,, the feeling tat i have is like we have already known each other for very long...

If I can be ur bf,, I think I would be the lucky one and sure I will treasure u damn much and treat u as gd as I can treat u ... To mi, u r a "wu jia zhi bao"...

But haizz everytime when i see u and "him' (the photo) .... I will feel damn sad ...


Now, I'm trying hard to ask myself to let u go out of my life... Aaahhh,,, I jux wan a peaceful life.. Pls god can I have it? I hope to have a gf tat can understand mi and let mi treasure her.. hope tat i can found the second "U".

this is how i feel in this few day after i know

This is how I feeling now ….
I have told myself tat I had learnt a lesson..
Which is if u dun act fast … u will forever lost the thing tat u want it for so long ….

I felt damn sad when the moment u said tat u have “husband” (u should know who I'm refering to le). Since the day when I'm born till now,, U are the one tat gt the power to make me suffer till like tat,,
U know y ? bcos I jux found out tat I realli love u very much till I dunno who I am,, .. I know it's veri mushy but I'm jux trying to say out my feeling..

But then it's too late already,, Cos u already haf a "him".. I found myself tat I'm like a snail/turtle,,, moving so slow till I lost it "him" for jux a day late.. I myself dun have much confident,,. as I already being rejected 2-3 times of different ppl in my life ...

Sometime I feel tat I'm like an idiot tat pple always like to "play" around wif….

Today 13 Aug ... After I saw tat Pic in ur blogger .... I felt so ... dunno how to explain my feeling for now, but at least I can see how my "qing di" look like ... btw "he" is quite handsome le ... haha ...

As I am a person tat who dunno how to open my mouth and ask pple for r/s ...
I am a "ai qing bai ci"tat dunno how to ask pple for it.